Monday, June 6, 2016

A Court of Mist and Fury



I am messed up. This book has ruined me.  Seriously, the feels are real.  I just finished last night and my mind is still reeling.  My mind can’t help but replay scenes from this book.  How am I supposed to function for the next undeterminable amount of time until the next book comes out!?  I have to admit that I was skeptical picking up this book after reading ACOTAR.  I’m a sucker for Beauty and the Beast tales, but it just seemed too good to be true—But then, Sarah J. Maas does it again. 
Something should be said about Maas’ style.  I love that she is willing to truly show the dark struggles of her characters.  Feyre endured physical and psychological horrors last book and no love, no man, could instantly make that damage go away—Maas gets that.  Now, don’t get me wrong, I am a romantic!  I enjoy a love-conquers-all happily-ever-after just has much as the next person.  And yet, to see the struggle, to experience the hollow brokenness with Feyre and then the long and painful healing process afterwards was powerful.  I became invested.  I was empathetic.  I ached for her pains and, when at last she began to heal, I savored her happiness.  And then the book ends!!  With all the feels, Maas leaves us hanging—hopeful, yes, but messed up that I have to take a break from these character’s lives.  This book will be a constant reread until I have the next installment in my hands.  

Ok, all my feels off to the side now, it’s time to be blunt.  This is not a YA novel.  This series is not meant for the growing teens, it’s meant for the maturing adult.  There is sex—in detail.  There is language.  Maas’ characters are not dainty, so they will be vulgar and drop the F* word frequently.  There are complicated emotions and feelings that both the character and reader must grapple with.  With that disclaimer though, I think this book has merit in the complex  and messy emotions and relationships it works through.  If nothing else, Maas is honest and in tune with how the real world functions.  She doesn’t use her novels to rose tint the world around us and that is worthwhile.  

Thursday, June 11, 2015

To My Fellow Readers, Bookworms and Bibliophiles, I say "Hello"

What do you say on your first blog post of your first big-kid blog?  If anyone one has any ideas, I am always open to them.

I guess I could start with a little about me:  I am a bookworm.  Shocking, I know.  I have always been the tall girl and when I moved from the Wild Wild West to the South I became the tall girl with the funny accent.  Standing out doesn't bother me much now, but in the throws of teenage awkwardness I did what any I-don't-want-to-interact-with-my-world girl would do: I read.  A lot.  

Years later and all awkwardness overcome (cough* at least that's what I tell myself) I am still in love with books.  

Books and words are my escape.  Inside words are new worlds, grand adventures, tearful good byes and joyous reunions.  Through words you can start a rebellion, solve a mystery, fall in love and experiences 1,000 lives.  The smell of pages wafting up, the weight of an untold story in your hands, the creak of a spine stretching open for the first embrace, the racing of your heart when the lovers meet, or the plot thickens--reading is a full body experience.  Books are constant friends who enjoy frequent visits, they are reminders to slow down and dream big.  

Here I will share with you my world, my library.  I'll share with you my old favorites, and my new pick-ups.  And, on occasion, I may even share bits of what I am working on.  Words have a way of not wanting to just be read from a page, but they also entice you to put them on a page of your own.

As I share, I want you to share.  What are you reading?  What should I read?  Nerd-out with me on something we have both read! 

I hope you enjoy the musing of a Literaturarian. 

CCR